Catlin Castan
Dr. Ellis
25 November 2014
The Little Things
Wow!
Reading Maira Kalman’s Principles of
Uncertainty was certainly a whirlwind experience. From flowery sofas to the
“silent sink in the Corbusier house that speaks the truth”(162)—and everything
in-between—Kalman’s text works to seamlessly construct a piece of literature that
captures the intricate relationship that exists between that which is sacred
and that which that is mundane. To convey her point, Kalman works to disorient
her readers through the intentionally chaotic presentation of her authorial
message. Implicit to the very structure of her text—namely, her use of various
mediums: photographs, hand-written text, type, and original illustrations—we
begin to recognize divinity, purpose and significance in even the most
seemingly insignificant, random, and obscure objects. It is through this chaos
that Kalman is able to find rigid order within her world: within our world.
By
addressing her observations of the mundane within the same narrative scope as
historical events such as the Holocaust, Kalman is suggesting that the “little
things” we encounter in life hold the same weight or relevance as the “larger
things”. While Kalman successfully bridges the gap between this disparity, she
does not intend to in any way discredit or minimize the pain or suffering that
is often associated with the “larger things”; Instead, she offers us this
comparison as a way of shedding light on the progression of the little things
into the big things. If we accept this notion of continuity, then, “things”—whether
large or small—are all one in the same; we begin to understand that the larger
things aren’t so large, but rather, a mere compilation of a lot of subsequent smaller
things.
In addition
to Kalman’s ability to find both subtle and meaningful connections within our
world, she also seems to drive her audience to a point of utter confusion. Just shy of an existential crisis, Kalman’s
work raises many extremely difficult, yet central questions to human existence.
Specifically, Kalman asks us if the “central premise of everything” is “the
realization that we are ALL (you/me) going to die” (46). Further down on page
46, Kalman admits: “It stops me DEAD in my tracks a dozen times a day. Do you
think I remain frozen? No. I spring into action. I find meaningful
distraction”(46). Similarly, later in her text, she asks: “Knowing [that the
sun will blow up in five billion years], How could anyone want a war? Or
plastic surgery? But I am being Naïve. And the unknown is so unknowable. And
who is to judge? Really (222). In both of these moments, we can obviously
detect a pessimistic outlook on life; however, by addressing pessimism in an
extreme and humorous way, Kalman is trying to tell us that deeming life
“unmeaningful” is equally as absurd as her own writing style. I found this
approach rather optimistic—it encourages her readers to relentlessly seek out
meaning even if that means participating in something as “trivial” as dissecting
a piece of cake. (an activity Kalman would likely not deem as being trivial…)
While the
existential attitude is sometimes a tempting attitude to adopt—who doesn’t
question their purpose on a particularly difficult day? However, Kalman tells
us that life is always magical if you view it from the appropriate lens.
Consistent with existentialism is social mobility. I found this relationship to
be particularly relevant to my service learning experience. Specifically, just
as people often feel that their actions are essentially meaningless in the
grand scheme of our inevitable human nothingness, children who are born into
lower socioeconomic households often experience these same feelings—they feel
as though nothing they do in life truly matters. This is because they view
their current social status as stagnant—a permanent fixture—and in doing so
they dismiss their opportunity to overcome their current situation and
progress. For example, many of the children whose parents did not attend
college assume and accept that same fate for their own lives: they believe that
because they have uneducated parents and limited funds that they are unworthy
of a better life. This mindset proves
detrimental to their personal and academic development in that they no longer
want to perform inside the classroom, in social settings, in life. They
figure: What’s the point of doing well
in school when I’ll never get into college or be able to afford it anyway. They
fail to recognize their humanly capacity to illicit change and make a
difference in this world—something that Kalman would likely detest. However, in
taking a Kalman approach, by relentlessly reminding these students of how smart
they are—of how worthy they are--at every chance that presents itself, teachers
at Tunbridge are able to maximize on “little” opportunities to enhance these
children’s self worth—worthiness that will hopefully eventually lead to a
larger dream!
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